Dear diary,,
it has been a long time since the last time I wrote...
There are lot of things happened recently..I'm sick of them..
oh y, I've already taken my IELTS test last week.. still waiting for the result.. oh gosh,, I'm so afraid...=.=''..
the speaking part was the most terrible one.:((

Next year, i'll be graduate from senior high school,,
As a tradition in my school, each class is encouraged to has photo that included all of the class members..
Here is the story..
We decided to take photo in "X", everyone should pay "Y" for this and when we ask is there anyone who disagrees with that,,no one shows up, just said "up to u"..
then.. yesterday is the last day for members to pay,, and there are still 2 or 3 people, I'm not sure, who don't wanna pay.when we ask why they do so, they said that it's to expensive  and bla bla bla...

what the heck? why they don't say it in d first place??
we've already rent a bus and anything else,,we've prepared everything and when it's d time to pay,, they act like that..seriously, it's childish..oh common,, u will graduate soon!!

OMG,, why we've to be in d same class with them...it's so stressing, depressing,,,
Hoping that the problem will be settled soon..gee..

Campur Aduk

I'm gonna mix everything happened in d last 2 weeks..coz I've no time to write lately.. :p

Okay, 1st,, my friend, Marlina sth-whatever (her name is too long..lol) ..she'll be flying to australia, perth next week.. 20th sept (that is my birth date!)..hwhw..so, Marlina stopped her 2nd-senior-high-school study in d middle bcause she got accepted in 1 of uni there (I forgot d uni's name)..n, my classmates made kind of presentation about her in class accompanied with sad song.. n as I guess. I cried.
waqss.that's really embarassed me, u know? n worse, each of us had to take shot with her!!..and I ended up with my swollen eyes in photo..T.T

2nd.. I went to Palembang,, it's good actually,, becoz it meant that I'll see my mom...but,, my friends held a farewell party for Marlina,, I couldn't attend it.. I really wished I could be there..hweqqq >.<

n d last,, my IELTS examination closerrrrr.....argggghhhhhhhhh...
I hope I'll get score I want..please helpp me..( with ur bless)..wkwk

diary..
done..

This Week

Wew.. today was fun :D
Me n my classmates went to sosro factory at deli serdang or morawa, (I'm not sure where d exact place), my school made an appointment with people there..there, we saw how to produce tea with good quality n other things...

but,
my assignment is already waiting for me..T.T
the teacher asked me to made a report about what we've learned from there, what is the advantage that we can get.. and so on..and so on..
that is troublesome, u know?
I've already had so many tasks that I need to do.. no need for u to add into that.
I need to finish my ielts prep book, and oww.. I'm going to have exam next week...
Huh, I haven't study at all..

Need to be Brave

dear diary,

I know that class can be fun, sometimes it can turn 180 degree,,,

like today..

the class was so crowded, made  teachers not comfortable to teach, 

now, they start to compare us with other classes....and it's so annoying u know..

n, deep in their heart..they, I mean some teachers,not all, blame class monitor, can't take control over the class..

In fact, I wanna shout and say to my classmates to shut their mouth up and quiet when teacher explaining, that's just it..

This is my biggest problem.. I don't have that kind of brave, I don't have that power..

I want to do it desperately,..but, what? I can't.. I'm afraid that I shout to them, they'll begin to dislike me..these are the type of people in my country..

anyway, when I'm thinking back, actually, there is an advantage when someone be a class leader, they practice to lead people around them,, and um,, I think it's good practice for me in future..

phew..need to be brave is the only answer to solve this problem...

FIGHTING, V!!

freedomm :(

phew..today..finally!!
I finished the-last-day exam..
It took a lot..
a lot..
a lot..
a lot.(100x).
effort to passed this week..hha
anyway, I need to back to my 300s-pages ielts prep book 2.. T.T
arrghh..guess I still need 1 month or 2 to get my freedom..wkwk

ps: I mean, freedom,, not 've examinations to do at all..hwh